POsting

Well dunno wat to blog cos i dunno why but feel troubled cos of wat is happening back at home ...anyways nvmm.....

So far my week has not been too awesome..on Monday it was Vesak day so yeah the previous day went out with guo xiang for dinner and went to stay over at his house since anyway the following day is a holiday ..I had a good sleep over at his place and woke up the following morning play drums a while and yeah went back hime to rest :) but after i reach home not long after that i went out to study with julia a while cos anyway i had to study for test and get my time passed by till 6.. hehe anyways studied and talked to her for a while and i went to meet smart to go joe's hse for meeting:) haha .. i had a fun time over there and yeah b4 all these on my way to meeting julia lost my fucking house keys.. damn it .... i was so damn pissed but no point crying over stuff that has alrdy been lost...Anyways after i went home i had hard time gg in cos i had no keys so yeah eventually managed to get in and yeah went to sleepp....zzzz

Today woke up and waited at the bus stop for.... but ... nvr came:S... anyways met up with guo xaing and went school with him.. i reached there like damn damn early and i went to school eat breakfast and slacked around studied a while and went for lesseons.. Damn it ... lessons were damn damn boring:S .. i was busy smsing thanya all along.. haha.. so yeah after school at around 5 plus went to meet her just to hang out with her for a while:P anyways we went amk hub as she wanted to buy something and after i went to her hse to buy dinner near her hse and after that i jus came back straight home:) .. tmrw got DPA test.. hopefully can do well.. Oh God pls help me :) .. haha tmrw maybe gg watch movie with zaki they all or maybe go meet thanya again to go amk hub again :)
bye for now :)


OH God when is this suffering and pain of mine gonna leave... Will i be left alone all my life....??? I dun feel the warmth and love of anyone... oh God why is all this happening to me...Haven't i went through enuff... i cant take it anymore.. i am on the verge of giving up......someone pls help me

Same Mistake

so while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
uhuuuu uhuuuu uhuuuu
And so I sent some men to fight
And one came back at dead of night
Said he'd seen my enemy
Said he looked just like me
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
uhuuuu uhuuuu uhuuuu
I'm not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don't give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again

uhuuuu

And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk and not just speak
Dont buy the promises cause
There are no promises I keep
And my reflection troubles me
So here I go
uhuuuu uhuuuu uhuuuu
I'm not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don't give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake
I'm not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don't give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
uhuuuu uhuuuu uhuuuu
uhuuuu So while I'm turning in my sheets
uhuuuu And once again I cannot sleep
uhuuuu Walk out the door and up the street

uhuuuu Look at the stars
uhuuuu Look at the stars falling down
uhuuuu And I wonder where
uhuuuu Did I go wrong

SchOolll

So far nothing fascinating has been happening except for the fact tht lessons are extremely boring...I mean SERIOUSLY BORING.. Anyways yesterday went out with nich again to go collect his rockband he bought from some super nerd fren of his>> the box was like damn long and after school went with him to help him carry as the previous day he help me bring his bass for jamming... after school nich and i went to toa payoh to his frens hse to collect the thing and onli after we reach amk his nerd fren called and said tht he forgot to put the game inside.......seriously what the fuck.. if i was nich i would have gone back and punched him straight in the face..haha .. well i went to nich hse and had dinner over at his place>> THKS nich for the food and yeah after tht played ps3 a while and went to his room and fiddle around with his bass mulit effects a while...:)After tht jsu went home and slept after a good shower....:P


Seriously u r an .......
DUn be such a .........
PLs ...................................


...emit txen rewohs doog a evah slp.sknits oderfla

JOJO wat the heck is wrong with u!!!!!!!!

hELLLOOo mr jojo can u pls wake up and do something b4 ..... goes off ignoring u for the rest of ur life.. it is time to act...... Seriously wat the fuck where u thinking.. u were like jus right there in front of...... and u jus........@.....C'mon man pls move out of ur comfort zone.. Opportunity knocks at ur door onli once....So pls go do something abt it today and stop being such a ..........
It is either u go for it or u jus forget young man:)

ONE LOVE BRO>>ONE LOVE

Gosh i had a really tiring day gg out with nich today.. hahah .. my lesson started at 8 and finished 1 1/2 hr earlier... i hope everday was like tht:P.. haha anyways nich and i went to city hall walk around guitar shops, tattoo shops, and many more shops( too many to describe).. Anyways it was my first time gg out with him cos whenever he ask me i always use to reject him cos he always ask me at the wrong time.. hahaha:P anyways to make the long story short i was laughing all the time at his jokes till the extent i ran out of breath.. haha then in the end had to take inhaler:P .. but wah it has been an ultimately long time since i had a good laugh and thx nich for it:)Looking forward to gg out with u more often:)

THANK U for bringing such jokers in my life:)


TMRW is the DAY... IS either i get it or lose it:s
oh God pls give me the courage to .............
WILL IT BE A ...... or ... NO ??

HANG OUT:)

HEhe woke up in the morning and went for first service... wow i am impressed with the renovation they had actually done at lvl 2:) anyways after tht went to meet my mom for lunch as it was mother's day.. had a fun time with her and after that i went to PS to meet up aloy, kee teck and huan da cos they asked me out for the movie IRON MAN .. I did enjoy the movie with them.. jsu hanged around ps for an hour and yeah trained back home... anyways i am gonna turn in soon :P quite tired and i need to wake up early tmrw as my lesson start at 8:'(
I shall leave u with some pics i took with them earlier on :P



IS IT just COincidence or were we DEstined to meet ???
SHLD I..
HW WOULD U REACT ?
OR IS IT JUS.......

NEWS

ON Friday lesson start at 8 but then as usual i cant make it on time simply cos of traffic and stuff.. Terry, willie, ben and me took the normal route to school but jackson took another route as he failed to meet us on time :) reached class around 8.15..And C&N lessons went on till around 10 plus :) After that me and nicholas went down to noods cafe to have breakfast b4 our Pe lessons started.. And jus the both of were about some real random stuff..It jus so happens that me and nicholas share the same kind of interest in music..He plays bass too:) ..Anyways i realise that nich and me were starting to move out of normal cliques for some reason.. For me is cos i dun like jun xiong to be hanging aorund with us simply cos he is jus one MOTHER FUCKER.. He gets on my nerves 24/7.. As for nich from wat i rememeber is that he said he is not veyr comfortable with his other clique.. Anyways nich and me had some real fun time at the noods cafe and in between that nurul called me from behind and told me siti was seriously sick and she was suddenly too weak too even walk.. After that nurul cabbed her home and yeah hope she is fine :)

After the break we had swimming lessons but i did not feel like swimming so i jus wathched the rest swim ..hahaha.. Looks like they had a very fun time in the pool at 11 in the morning:)Anyways since it was friday my lesson ended at 12.So yeah after swimming went back home with ryan ,ben ,terry :)and as soon as i reached home i went to sleep cos i wake up quite early :) Really need to thank God for all the good and bad times happening back there at school...:) Bye for now...:P


IS IT A DReAm Or Reality :)
ARE u really ...from afar:)

TEAM 88

We call ourselves Team 88 always take the same bus 5 days a week :) we had a fun time bullying each other on the bus last thursday on the bus.. we were busy pinching each others nips on the bus.. I manage to get my revenge on Jason (the soft hearted KING KONG)..haha .. i whacked him quite a no of times but he did not realise it simply cos he was busy fighting with jackson:p hahaha....

In order of appearance....TERRY,,JACKSON,,BERRY,,BEN,,JASON,,ME:) (( willie is missing))

:)

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING FOR A REAL REAL LONG LONG TIME :p I WAS TOO BUSY AND LAZY.HAHA
ANYWAYS SCHOOL SO FAR HAS BEEN NOT BAD..JUS FOR THE FACT FOR THAT I HAVE BEEN STARTING TO LACK IN PORTIONS..:( ANWYAYS GOD HAS HELPED ME GET SO FAR AND I AM SURE THAT HE WILL GET ME THROUGH THE REST OF THE JOURNEY
: )
I FINALLY AM STARTING TO FEEL MORE ACCEPTED AMONG MY CLASSMATES AND SO YEAH I HAVE GROWN CLOSER TO A FEW ONES:) I AM SO SO HAPPY THAT EVERYTHING HAS BEEN GOING ON VERY WELL.. AND SO YA UPDATE U SOON :)

SCHOOLlllll ( ITE SIMEI)

Hehe hi there:) OH man wow it was my first week of school and i must say so far it has been an awesome week... hahah i really must say that God has been with me throughout this entire week.. Lemme start from the top:)
New day, new school,new people,new environment,new clothes, new shoes:)

My first day of school was boring yet fun:) haha ..i started off by meeting my old classmate jun wen at mac for breakfast after which we set off to school.. Once i reached tampines interchange went to look for the bus to get to the campus... When i got to the bus stop i saw an extremely long long queue and i must say it was the longest queue i have seen so far in singapore:S.. i can assure u that atleast more than 120 ppl were waiting for the bus there at a time. I was shocked when i saw that... I had no choice but to wait.. WE waited close to half an hour before we actually got the school and then we reached ite simei.. the largest ite campus in singapore.. To Tell u the truth i was nervous.... After i got into the school i was mislead by the ushers themselves telling me to report to aplce at second level.. Only later on i realised that actually i was at the wrong place and so i asked one of the second year students i presume and he lead me to the indoor sprts hall where i was supposed to report.. For those of who all who dunno i am have been enrolled into a course called electronics engineering there.. Electronics engineering is no longer classified in the school of engineering there and now it is known as School Of Electronics and Info-Comm........... Anyways to continue with my sstory i went to the sports and hall and i must say i was kind of like shocked....................i will update tmrw.. i lazy type now..bye bye.. haha

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I dun feel very good now... i will get back soon .. i jus need some time for myself......bye for now.

WEEK B4 sCHooll....

Jus as i woke up on monday morning i was thinking,"how long more will i be able to sleep like this till late morn" and i realised that by the same time in a week i would be in my new school attending the orientation..:) On one side i am very excited to getting to experience the new school life but on the other hand i feel lazy and i just felt that only if i did not ahd to attend school i would have been able to lead a very very very relaxed life.. U have all the time in the worl to do wat u like but unfortunately life aint like that.. too bad...haha.. anyways monday was a bad day as finally the home problem settle..

On tuesday the only thin i went to do was go orchard and get my tragus pierced on the right side cos i actually pierced my left tragus before just that it close alrdy.. Anyway this time i didnt really feel any pain at all cos maybe she did it with more care.. anyways yeah after that i went to compasspoint and got all my bills settled and after that i went home..so ya actually nothing intersting happened that..

On wednesday i actually i left the house around late in the afternoon cos i had dental appointment at serangoon garden there.. after that i rushed down to acer all the way at jurong which is like fucking far from serangoon.. i reached the acer building after close to two hours of damn hell travelling.. When i reached there i got even more frustrated as they told me i had to wait atleast 1 1/2 hrs b4 i would be attended to , i was like what the fuck kind of service is acer damn hell providing to the customer...anyway i had no choice but to wait but in the end i ended up waiting for more than two hours and i got the com repaired in less than 15 mins time... after that i went rest a while as i was bound to meet to kai wei l8r on at nite to thon with him at kovan mac... i met him around 11 pm after tht we went to kovan mac and then use com untill like around 2 after which i actually fell asleep as i was not able to take it.. haha.. in the end i woke up at 4 then use com agian and both of us were playing with the mac book...pretty impressive i must say for 4000dollars... haha....anyways these are some pics that i took with him:)

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Something got me thinking recently to the quesion of why the heck am i blogging.. haha.. come to think of it was a very logical question,i dunno what i am talking la but i just wanted to like kind of just say out watever i was having in my mind since i had nothing tbetter to do .....Well after a long time of thinking i finally found the answer of why i started to blog..and the answer is that i kind of thought of it as a dairy, like how to say err more of an imaginary friend who listens to evrything that i say..(I am lost dun ask me why ). Anyway err yeah i just felt like talking out all my problems especially after coming out of a week full of fear and emotional pain back at home....I really must say this... THANK U KARA for giving me the support throughout this entire time... Without ur guidance i wouldn't have been able to get out of it..:)Actually i got a lot of stuff to get it off my chest but then for the time being i shall keep everything to myself first:)haha wait till someone ask then i say..and i can bet the person will just run away cos he/she might think i am mad..

WEWKENDS>>>>

It was Saturday morning and i had to wake up quite early and get prepared as i had to leave for parade in the morning... I reached the school around 7.45 and after a short while the promotion started...I was looking forward to it cos it was my first time marking the boys as a primer and yeah it was a pretty tiring day i must say.. The promotion results were announced later on in the afternoon and i was pretty glad that almost all of them passed and My CONGRATS to SGT Cheng Wee on attaining his STAFF SERGEANT rank.. haha.. i can see that he has worked his butt off for that rank for the past four years and yeah once again congrats....:)
After the promotion the PD team actually had a performance at the junior bb adventure quest closing ceremony and we actually reached there pretty early and i car jun and ming fa actually went outside to buy back drinks and stuff for the team..The weather was FUCKING hot i mus say.. Damn i was sweating the whole day even though i did not do anything that would actually make a person sweat.. haha anyways when we went ot buy drinks car jun actually bought B&J ice cream for the three of us.. It was as thought i had a gift from heaven...:P i havent had B&J for more than two months .. i had a good time of indulgence in the ice cream and i was back by the time the performance was gonna start soon but they were awaiting the arrival of the Mp.. Finally she arrived after a long long wait and she gave her opening speech and soon after that the performance started adn i must say it was nto really the best performance i have seen so far but anyways good job guys...... After that i was on my way back to church and here are some pictures i took with aloy,li xian, jeol sim and kaye..:)

Hallooooooooo:)(:

Well where do i start...I am beginning to forget things.. haha.. hopefully i am not getting old so fast .. :)
I shall write what i can remember.. if i am not wrong last week thursday i went for the movie orphanage.... Well it was quite a fucked up movie simply cos the climax kept getting higher and higher and never ended..The movie actually finished quite late and i was on my way home by around 11 or something...i onli remember that i was not able to sleep peacefully simply cos of the movie.. i kept thinking about it for a long long time and in the end i somehow managed to catch some sleep>>
The next day i woke up quite late and i went off to BB hq to get my primer uniform:) i reached there around 1.45 and the rest of the officers came shortly after that..More than an hour passed by just by talking to all of them and choosing the uniform alone.. After that i was on my way to school as they were having their speech day celebrations... Overall i thought it was boring.. The only highlight of the program which i thought was not so boring was the parade and the precision drill segment.. Haha after that i actually went home straight cos i had some important stuff to do and so my day was over and was looking forward to the weekends...:)

Easter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey it was easter last sunday and yeah went to church on saturday as we had youth easter event back @ church , had a good time of worship and halfway through the sermon i left with Sam, Adrian and Uncle David for bass clinic with Nathan East... We four reached Ngee Ann Auditorium on the dot at 7 'o'clock.. We thought we were late but in the end the program started onli at 7.15:P... Haha so yeah Nathan came out and gave us all a JAW DROPPING performance..I loved him... Man, he plays music with such a feel so much so that he was able to connect with the audience so welll with his music.......I really loved hi style of playing... Oh man, wish i was like him one day ... Anyways after the session we had and autograph cum photograph session and so ya i took a picture with him
..To me i found him as a very humble and down to earth man.. Anyways that is Nathan East and me..:)
On sunday woke up in the morning around 11.30 plus and played com till around 1 and met kl,pc ,eileen for lunch at block 106 ther.. Uncle daniel joined us too and we had a small chit chat and then we moved on to church to witness baptism as my cell leader Kara,cell member Aarathi, and BB officer Sean eng was getting baptised...Afte rthe thing took a picture with Kara(i can't find it now) and yeah went to my mom's place to set up some things there and so ya my day passsed on from there.. Haah..:) bye for now:D

LOSt in time........

HEhe i am back.. Gosh it is been one long month since i blogged ... guess i was jus being a lazy bum to update it.......
Anyways where shall i start....
Most important thing.. I got posted to ITE dover for electronics engineering... I am really glad tht i put it as my first choice....hah.. but iw as being dumb by not putting simei campus as my first choice.. i have appealed for transfer and hopefully it will be successfull...Actually nothing much has been going on for the past month..haha .. all i have been doing is watch movies go out, play bass, sleep, watch movies, play com and bla bla bla..:P
I went down to dover campus on the 17 and 18th to go collect my uniform and appeal for transfer... I think i am very dumb..... on the 17 th i was on my way to dover campus for registration...I had to drop at Bouna Vista mrt and take some bus thth would directly drop me to the campus and so i actually took the bus and got down after a 7 min bus ride form bouna vista mrt.. i actually got down from the bus and the first thing i saw was the NUS... i was wondering,"oh no, did i get down at the wrong bus stop or something".. I then actually looked at the bus stop index and it indeed was the right stop... i wasn wondering,' now ,where the heck could dover ite be'???? i then saw a map at the NUS entrance and looked it showed thth ITE dover was on the other side of the road... i didnt read the damn map properly.. After tt i started walking across NUS and it was f*****g hot btw and something diidnt feel right,so i actually walked back to the bus stop to check again and there right in front of me jus a raod a apart i saw ITE dover.. i was damn damn pissed off with myself but on the other end i actually laughed to myself cos i found myself liek some blur dumb ass.. After that went over to over campus and i had a really really hard time looking for the registration centre but in the end after 10-15 mins of exploring dover campus i finally found the centre...
I went to take on my queue no and the malay girl togehter with her frens was teasing me all along and playing with me.. When i asked for my IC bsck they siad i never gave it to them then i was like ' huh , are u sure', then she was laughing and after that gave it back to me.. After that i went to the colour blindness test section..The first few numbers were damn damn easy but as it progressed ot the harder level it was getting fuc###g tough but in the end i still managed to pass la.. haha after tht took foto , collected my uniform, and when to mustafa centre to buy my shoe... So in the end i bought a PUMA shoe which i thought was nice for $139....haha..
So ya after that went to AMK hub to get a bag and went bcak home cos i was quite tired by then...so ya went back home and as i was keeping everything in my cupboard i realised that my ITE shirts were big... DAMN it man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAt MY namE Means??:)

What George Sam Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

fRIENDS fOREVER

Me and Kaiwei
RAkesh And aTUL
jIAJUN,ME,sMART,jOSH
pRAVEEN,mE,rOHITH
mE aND SMArT
mE AND nnOOOBBB

tHE ALL TIME nOOB

Hema.thanya,gauri and me:)
Saju,Joe and Rakesh
Josh and mE

Pics From Last tIME

Some pics from old times(:

16th FEb TO 18th FEb...

Nothing interesting happened... time passed by like as though a snail crawled 100mtrs... I came across some old pics of me wen i was in BB on the picasa website:))

15th feb..

Started off my day by waking up at arnd 5.... After tht jus started playing with the com till arnd 5.30.. After tht had a shower,dressed up and left for hougang to see her... i reached her hse by 6.45 and was waiting till she was on her way to school. After tht arnd 0708 she came out of the lift and she was stunned..... i could see tht she was too shocked to talk:P. haha..i being another dumb ass got nervous too and i wanted to talk but nothing tht i wanted to talk came out of my mouth .. haha..then after tht i jus wished her HappY Valentine's and left... i am very angry with myself as i wanted to talk to her for a while more but i jus couldnt because i was too shy and nervous... i have nvr approached a girl b4 and somemore in such a way ..anyways hope tht she liked the gift and yeah.. haha... After tht got home and slept till afternoon till i met smart and walk arnd vivo... and So the day passed by:p
Thk u God for giving me the courage to.......(HE knows wat it is...)haha

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It is been quite some time since i last blogged since partially i have been busy and partially lazy... haha anyways haha had quite a fun week since 13 th feb since valentine's day was the following day .. haha...Went out with smart on the 13th to Orchard to buy some stuff.. Unfortunately i ended up not buying anything... i managed to push my time through the evening and my day ended without achieving anything.. haha..
Valentine's day came and err i had something very very imp to do.... My plan initially was to go give her in the morning b4 she actually went to school but inth end my plan failed.. haha.... well later tht afternoon i went over to Vivo to meet smarties as he was having his lunch break...Smart wanted to buy a shoe.. And i wanted to buy a gift..... well as usual Mr smart is choosy like a girl so we went arnd looking for shoes at vivo for more than an hour plus and nvr bought anything except for B&J ice cream and my gift.....After tht Mr Smart psed me as usual... haha..
After tht i dun rembr doing anything for the rest of the day... haha...

BAck In SIngApore

I got my ass back to Singapore back on the 8 th jan....... i was dying to see some ppl tht i have been not seeing arnd for the past one month or so.... Gosh i was so tired and worn out and i put my braces and i was worn out due to the long flight.. :) for the nex few days i slept like i have nvr slept b4.. haha .. i slept for four days for abt 16hrs a day and i was stll tired to go for Youth Ablaze the nex day..haha... But i manged to drag myself up and went for youth ablaze...
Tht evening i went back to youth ablaze and the moment i entered chuirch i felt tht somehting has changed but i did not know wat but i was sure tht there was a difference.. Later after youth ablaze went with aloy,cheng wee and some of the GB girls to have dinner and ya nothing fascinating happened for tht following week except for me gg out to play pool with Smarties..haha..

Days to remember

hmm guess i am back to blogging again even though i found it boring last time.. haha to continue where i left with last time....... My 'O' lvl exam finished on the 6th of Nov... Ever since i ahve been enjoyingmy holidays till the day i got my result...Well my holidays were quite a blast for me as i went overseas.. i went back to Kerela where i spent most if my childhood days there with my grandmom.. Gosh i miss all the natural beauty and the love of a mother tht my grandmom gave me.. Those were the days i was lost in time:)
The reason i went back there was to meet my friends and grandmom.. I was really very sad to see her and she had grown to a stage whereby she could not do many things without the help of a person and the thing tht worried me the most was tht she was alone:( I really hope tht God would protect her under HIS shelter,..........I spent more than i month back there and because of that i missed all the fun back here in singapore.. well guess u have to sacrifice something in life for another thing.. u can nvr have two things at the same time..... i felt tht the one month i was there passsed by so fast..hmm i really did enjoy my time back there as i could drive bikes once again and go for long trips and create trouble around...
Weel things have changed a lot back there but my frenship tht i have been having for the past6 yrs has not changed,,.... well theses r some pics i took back there:)