2008-05-20

POsting

Well dunno wat to blog cos i dunno why but feel troubled cos of wat is happening back at home ...anyways nvmm.....

So far my week has not been too awesome..on Monday it was Vesak day so yeah the previous day went out with guo xiang for dinner and went to stay over at his house since anyway the following day is a holiday ..I had a good sleep over at his place and woke up the following morning play drums a while and yeah went back hime to rest :) but after i reach home not long after that i went out to study with julia a while cos anyway i had to study for test and get my time passed by till 6.. hehe anyways studied and talked to her for a while and i went to meet smart to go joe's hse for meeting:) haha .. i had a fun time over there and yeah b4 all these on my way to meeting julia lost my fucking house keys.. damn it .... i was so damn pissed but no point crying over stuff that has alrdy been lost...Anyways after i went home i had hard time gg in cos i had no keys so yeah eventually managed to get in and yeah went to sleepp....zzzz

Today woke up and waited at the bus stop for.... but ... nvr came:S... anyways met up with guo xaing and went school with him.. i reached there like damn damn early and i went to school eat breakfast and slacked around studied a while and went for lesseons.. Damn it ... lessons were damn damn boring:S .. i was busy smsing thanya all along.. haha.. so yeah after school at around 5 plus went to meet her just to hang out with her for a while:P anyways we went amk hub as she wanted to buy something and after i went to her hse to buy dinner near her hse and after that i jus came back straight home:) .. tmrw got DPA test.. hopefully can do well.. Oh God pls help me :) .. haha tmrw maybe gg watch movie with zaki they all or maybe go meet thanya again to go amk hub again :)
bye for now :)


OH God when is this suffering and pain of mine gonna leave... Will i be left alone all my life....??? I dun feel the warmth and love of anyone... oh God why is all this happening to me...Haven't i went through enuff... i cant take it anymore.. i am on the verge of giving up......someone pls help me